i really do LOVE my LIFE!

Yeah! A blog two times this week! I'm on a roll...
Today we only had a nurse till noon but she got a lot of things done. (Thanks Laurie!) It definitely helped us out and I guess it was good too because we spent some more family time! Brandon and I took the boys to the aquarium today. They both love it there. It was really great spending time with just the four of us again. Later on I had to tackle watching the boys by myself because Brandon had a class to go to for work and everyone else went out. Well, my brother helped me with Micaiah. But I took the boys out for a walk...I've never went for a walk with just me and them. It was really nice and I enjoyed spending mommy/sons time together. They behaved well for me. And luckily Micaiah fell asleep on the walk so I was able to devote one on one time with Caleb when we got back home. I've just realized that I am at a different place now with the way I see taking care of Caleb. My spirit about it is different. I love just reading to him and talking to him. Although I still really wish he would talk back to me...I'm still praying for that. God will answer...I know.
This past saturday, there was a fundraiser held in Wahiawa for Caleb which was organized by Renee Kamisugi. It was very successful and we enjoyed cruizing there! We brought home a lot of toys for both the boys. Thank you Renee and family, Jen, Brandon's family, all who donated things, and all who came out to support Caleb! And thank you Sir Patrick for coming to help us out with Caleb. The entire day was another glimpse at how blessed we are!
Brandon and I have decided to have a little ritual with the boys. We want to take the boys on walks on a daily basis to the library and stay there and read them books. (But I got to find out the hours and days they are open first) But we hope to be able to do that regularly as a family time thing. Plus we'll do other things too...like, we want to take them to the zoo and to the childrens discovery center, and whatever else there is for kids to do on this island. We're going to be going to the waterpark next weekend!
I'm also going to start making Caleb's formula myself. I'm still rounding up the ingredients but I hope to start him on it within less thank two weeks. Abbie's mom (www.prayforabby.com) blesses us so much and she is the one who gave us the recipe for what she makes for Abby. We are truly blessed to have them in our lives!
I hope you like the new pictures I posted! I've got a lot more to post but I'm trying to figure out another good site that I can link you to so you can view a lot of pictures.
I know I said it in the last blog but life is really good right now. It may be hard to imagine how life can be good right now. All I can say is...Our God is AWESOME! I think both Brandon and I see many things in a different way now and we are just in such a better place. We are growing deeper and deeper in our relationship with Christ everyday and staying focused in his Word. I really can say that I love my life. Don't get me wrong...we've still got a LONG more ways to go and a lot more to learn but we've come a long way so far. There are still little bumps but we are so much more equipped now to deal with anything that comes our way!
Well, I've got to go and get some sleep now...please continue to pray that Caleb will sleep through the night (preferably till 7am). He did good last night and slept till 7 this morning. Thank you Lord! And pray that he will smile big and speak soon and whatever else God puts on your heart! Most of all for his complete healing! Thank you and God Bless!